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Daaay [16 Feb 2005|01:03pm]
I stayed home today because I didn't want to get up

Mostly because I was really sad about breaking up with jesse last night, but also, I was really sleepy.
I fell asleep in my clothes. I wish my clothes were made out of blankets, that way I could fall asleep and be prepared. I wonder why pajama pants have pockets...like I really need to carry something while I sleep. Yeah I'll just hold a wad of money in there, because in my dreams, I never have enough money for a burger in case I get hungry while working with my ex gym teacher to build a car.

I cant go out with her...she's a girl...im a guy...were to diffrent.

Im still cracking jokes and its pretty much the saddest day of my life.

This dude said to me 'you are what you eat' and i got offended, because I am not a pussy.


Blah, Im tired...IM me: Qw6y

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Again..more lyrics [07 Nov 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | :( ]

I have been thinkin Danielle then I think this song...for no reason...lol

I never meant to be so bad to you
One thing I said that I would never do
A look from you and I would fall from grace
And it would wipe the smile right from my face

Do you remember when we used to dance
And incidents arose from circumstance
One thing led to another, we were young
And we would scream together songs unsung

* It was the heat of the moment
Telling me what my heart menat
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

And now you find yourself in '82
The disco hot spots hold no charm for you
You can concern yourself with bigger things
You catch a pearl and ride the dragon's wings

'Cause it's the heat of the moment
The heat of the moment
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

And when your looks have gone and you're alone
How many nights you sit beside the phone
What were the things you wanted for yourself
Teenage ambitions you remember well


Heat of The Moment - Asia

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hmm [27 Sep 2004|01:02pm]
No one reads my live journal anymore so i stopped updating :)

www.xanga.com/teh_333 is what everyone reads...


that place is full of 'goths' who think if they cut themselves they'll get attention and be cool.

:) if you read this...comment...and i'll update this from now on

-_@dAM

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Meh [20 Jul 2004|01:57pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Angry Goth
Angry Goth


What Kind of Goth Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


Isn't that niftay...oh well I do feel angry right now because I lost my best friend after I finally trusted someone enough to be my best friend...bam after a week she totally ruined it...

Right before school, lifes starting to suck

I met Anna on vampire freaks/hunters whatever i forgot name, and she's just like Brit (if you know her) well she looks like her...but she's a looottt nicer than anyone has been to me in a long time (except maybe Renee, she's hella nice too) and she lives in Ohio where my dad said we might move :-D

Im at my grandma's right now, talkin to Jenna who ruined best friends and anything like that for me for a while, she reminded me I cant trust ANYONE...

--@dAM

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whee [04 Jun 2004|11:06pm]
[ mood | devious ]

Well James is over..I spend day before yesterday at his house...and then yesterday came home..and today he came over. We had a very long emo talk with lots of good music like we do...and took pictars if you wanna see sometime :D just ask...IM me on Nimja Master if I dont know you.

Today James finished Silent Hill 3 and killed god *tabi* and when he was fighting said "god dammit god" it was like..funny...oh and as it was quite and stuff, cody struck a chord or whatever on his guitar...and scared teh shit out of us :D

well..fun stuff..im happy for no reason..and i havent been sad in a while

--@dAM

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taking some neato tests... [29 May 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]

</p>

Which
DragonballZ Character are you?


Which Ginyu Goon Are You?



Be proud, you got the best of the lot,
Your the captain, and everything you say goes.
Master of Style and best fighter,
Your only weird when you start wanting Goku's body
and ending up as Captain Toad


Yay! Ginyu *poses* WE ARE, THE GINYU FORCE! HA!

... >.>
<.<
>.>
<.<



yey



The very nice, determined saiyan eyes. Can be gentle (Goku)
or fierce. (Vegeta)
Nicely done.

HOOAH>...i got nice eyes...?



hehe...poor me


Well this wont let me show off...so i'll just have to type what it says... DBZ IQ IS...

150! WOW! TOP IQ! This means you most literally know DB/Z/GT inside out right? I'm Suprised you don't have square eyes...you must have watched heaps! ....or how long have you been on the net? WELL DONE! You can be a DBZ Genius if you want...a total expert.

neato



THATS RIGHT, BOW! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hey, your supreme ruler of the
universe!

....That is until Goku came and kicked your butt.

But then you came back even stronger - only to get your ass picked again by
Trunks.




Hey, your supreme ruler of the universe!
....That is until Goku came and kicked your butt.
But then you came back even stronger - only to get your ass kicked again by Trunks.


*sigh*



IMPRESSIVE. I never thought anyone would get this.
Your nature suggests you can foresee and make decisions well.
Therefore...you have enough power to take on the world!

P.s Although the image is Goku... it does not imply Goku is a
god. Hehehe.





WELLL...i should have more coming :-D yay

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The Perfect Drug - Nine Inch Nails [25 May 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I got my head but my head is unravelling
cant keep control can't keep track of where it's travelling
i got my heart but my heart's no good
you're the only one that's understood

i come along but i dont know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you the more i die

and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fears want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me

and i want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

take me with you

without you everything just falls apart

it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces



--@dAM Dedicated to Danielle...who was the perfect drug...

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dammmnn [21 May 2004|03:15pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

wow its been weeks...i said i'd make this mostly about Lauren so here it goes...

Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren Lauren



wheeee...she's really sexy and wants arby's

^_^ were supposed to go to teh mall today~

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[08 May 2004|02:44pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

all of joey papa's passwords :

papa
papaj
sixsix
beccah
ihateadam

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wheee [05 May 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

:-/ head hurts. I get my shirt back. Chess is fer queers. James is here. Everyones concerned about me :-/ and grrr.

--@dAM

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FUn [01 May 2004|06:02pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Today was fun. I was at mall for an hour and like 25 mins before they got there :-/ -grr- it was boring then. Oh well then it was me, Danielle, Kyra, and John...? thats his name? i dunno i'll call him that. We just walked around...didn't buy anything except for some Pocky and I think a slushee or slurpee or wahtever you want to call it. I was having "fun" spinning a coin, and Kyra said "no fun!" and smashed her slushee on it, so a dime was in her processed fruit smoothie...lol. Instant Karma :)

We sat around a whole lot, we saw JP and some fags. Nicole didn't even bother to say hi..wtf is wrong with her!?!? oh well me and danielle sat in a chair and frenched and then johns like "hey keep it pg"

Really good day, got some nice time with friends :)
Wierd Al in a couple hours~ w00t

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Wheeeeeeeeeee [01 May 2004|08:39am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Guess what!?!??!! Hell if I know I just woke up :) yay its saturdaaayyyyy!
Last night was teh ball (i hate balls) but I wanted to go anyway because everyone else was. I didn't go because I couldent pay teh money and even if I did, I most likely would have gotten kicked out :-/. I reallllllllly missed Danielle last night (I even said to Zac "wow...I really do care a lot for her...") wow 0.o...im not weird...k? Well anyway I wanted to go and do whatever! Pull of some of my fancy moves hehe.
Watched like 5 mins of The Nightmare Before Christmas last night.
I went over to Joeys without him knowing because Brandon invited me to trick Joey :) We all had fun...lol
Today is Weird Al concert.
I should be able to go to mall with Danielle and who knows who else :/ lol I never really asked.

|~|Its always fun to french a girl with braces|~|

Fuck! I need some moneyyyyyyy!
Wow I just brushed my teeth 0.o neato...hehe listerine smells good.
I hate my Xanga but I havent gotten it perfect yet...and Nicole copied me!
I should survey...
Thank you these people who help me a lot : James, Zac, Danielle, Jennifuh (dont ask) You all mean a lot to me :)
Chess is fer queers~
These are ALL the cool people at school : (in order of when i see them starting before school) Shayn, James Thomas Galliher II, Joey, Beccah Moon, Jordan, Danielle, Zac, Tiffy, Nikki, Renee, Megan Nettleton, Matt Eash, Theory, Ben, John Hays, Q (edgar i think), Brit, Danny Thompson. okay thats prob not all of them but im sleepy :-/ tell me if I forgot ye.
I stayed up until a little past midnight waiting for Danielle (I had nothing else to do)
Jennifuh made me want to cry :-/ but I havent in so long, i forgot, so yay
I have to peeeee ~_~

-@dAM

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fun [28 Apr 2004|06:37pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

Darren: Well if you want your gum you do twist the knob you know that right?
rYrL: your mom twisted teh knob
Darren: lol
Darren: that's wrong
Darren: and I just got PWND

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survey [28 Apr 2004|04:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]

x. I am: Adam Nicholas Adkins
x. I want: A Gilligans Hat
x. I have: a headache
x. I wish: That I knew if Danielle asked me out or not lol
x. I hate: idiots
x. I miss: nothing
x. I fear: spiders!
x. I hear: techno
x. I search: for hugs
x. I wonder: if its okay out of high school to walk up to people and ask for hugs
x. I regret: making out
x. I love: I dont quite LOVE yet...
x. I ache: ? what teh feck
x. I always: think im fat
x. I am not: gay!
x. I dance: with pelvic thrusting action
x. I sing: badly
x. I cry: never! (but i want to sometimes)
x. I am not always: smart
x. I write: in print
x. I win: or they lose, either or
x. I lose: friends
x. I confuse: emotional moments
x. I should: figure out a way to NOT be like Nicoles ex's so I can be friends with her again
x. Three things you are often complimented for: My funny shirts, my funniness/wit, and my hair!
x. You get embarrassed when: I look funny with taller people, when im not with friends
x. What upsets you: Im happy but others arent.
x. You keep a diary: 0.o its a journal thanks lol
x. You like to cook: food?
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yes, I got it today *keeps it secret*
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no watch
x. You bite your fingernails: yea :-/
x. You believe in love: yes

Who is...
x. The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: Megan Nettleton (well she is)
x. The weirdest person you know: Shayn/Danielle (both so funny hehe)
x. The loudest person you know: Me/Chris/James/Theory
x. Your closest friends: James and Danielle
x. The person that knows the most about you: Eric
x. Most boring teacher: Hamachek!
x. Your most overused phrase on AIM: jew
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: usually a girl/my music lyrics/something
x. Your best feature: Hair
x. Inside joke: I forgot :(
x. Take a shower everyday: 2 sometimes
x. Have a (any) crush (es): 'course? lol
x. Think you've been in love: No
x. Want to get married: marriage is punishment for shoplifting in some countries
x. want any tattoos/where?: yea, arm
x. want any Piercings/where?: nipples 0.o lol jk
x. Get along with your parents: maybe

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF

x. Ryan: asshole
x. Rob: asshole
x. Stephanie: friends friend
x. Heather: fat chicks
x. Amy: quiet
x. Eve: adam
x. Jon: arbuckle
x. Alex: my grandson
x. Justin: stoner
x. Ricky: lake
x. Jack: Black

SCREEN NAMES: rYrL

SIGN: leo
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brownness
EYE COLOR: depends on mood
(FAVORITES)

NUMBER: 3
COLOR: yellow
DAY: friday
MONTH: december
SONG: Astoria Paranoia - The Living End
FOOD: fish filets
SEASON: winter
DRINK: mountain dew
VEGGIE: broccoli
(PREFERENCES)

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: chocolate

(IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU)

CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: tried to
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: mountain dew
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID, "I LOVE YOU??: ...
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: never have
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: of course
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes suprisingly
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes (danielle she's at kyra's, nooo!)
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes (danielle)
KISSED SOMEONE?: yes (danielle...wow lol)
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: when am I not?

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Wow [28 Apr 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Me and Patti = no longer. Me and Danielle = I think? (lol im not sure :( hehe) school has gotten easier...yay...life is good finally :) im happy ^_^ soooo...not much to write about really, i'm going to see Weird Al this Friday yay!

I broke Ben's "el navy" pencil *innocent* hehe

Everyone pressured me into breaking up with her, then asking her again, and no more of that! I'll do what I want when I want unless someone has a better idea! Or bribes me! lol

Danielle's extremely awesomer than most of my friends lol

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xanga [25 Apr 2004|10:47am]
[ mood | shocked ]

:( I got a xanga for my friends...lol im so un-selfish...:(

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*bored* [24 Apr 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

its now past 10:00 PM and i dont know where my kids are, but i found waldo and teh beef...enough with bad jokes onto stuff!

guess what happend again? patti said "brb" and then left...AGAIN...happens all teh time :( i know she dosent mean it (wow this site needs some smilies or emocons or something) but...it just really hurts when i think she's gonna be back so i wait up all night and then it turns out she was at teh beach or with family or something...i dont think she ever thinks of me outside of school...:( this is going no where, im glad i can feel sorry for myself to a journal instead of telling friends who dont care...i feel better now :) *hugs journal*

where have ReÑee, Danielle, Christi, Zac been!?!? i mean i havent talked to them in ages...lol or a few hours :p whatever...

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yea I is thinking of things...lol [24 Apr 2004|08:15pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Well here's my stab at making something that makes you think :

Anything that you think is a dream, its not. It is reality. If you try and go against reality....reality will surely crush you. Reality will kill you. And reality will continue to go on as if nothing ever happend...from yesterday to today, and from today to tommarow. Reality marches on...leaving your crushed body behind...

that or :

I have no damn business with a chicken-hawk!

lol :( wow im bad at this...

There are 2 sides to every coin...love and hate...life and death...they are all teh same :/

wow im done thanks for taking teh time to read those...hope they made you think...
well! thats my mamma!

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joe [24 Apr 2004|03:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Joeys poem...about Beccah...

i was alone
i was in the dark
then you came and changed it all
you gave me hope when i had none
and i loved you

i saw you sitting there
i liked you
you found out
you rejected me
and i loved you

i became your friend
you became mine
i thought i could get over you
bit being your friend made it worse
and i loved you

i listened to your stories
i heard what you had to say
you confessed to me the love of my freinds
it hurt me
and i loved you

i missed you over the summer
but we met again
you changed or did i?
but i still loved you

i wanted to spend more time with you
i thought we were becoming best freinds
but you thought i was boring
i wasnt good enough
and i stopped loving you

i stopped loving you
now i feel empty
but were still friends
and thats ok
i just wanted you to know that i loved you

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wheee [23 Apr 2004|08:40pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

^_^ 10 mins after I wrote that, I settled it..I love Patti

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